A Bright Star is Shinning

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 23:25:11 GMT

Well I am taking hrbremmy 's advice on the alcohol to see if tonight that will help me sleep.

I guess I have realized things could've gotten worse if I would've let this bastard hurt me and not catch this shit when I did, but I still feel violated. My personal and private sanctity removed...my personal space desecrated.

I dunno...something I'll have to get over I guess...eventually.

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 01:17:11 GMT

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 18:05:38 GMT

I trully and honestly fear for my safety at this point. I got a harrasing email. SOOO this is definitely now

FRIENDS ONLY!!!

read what I have that is public. My life can be a little dramatic but that's because I over analyze things.

Commnet on this entry when you are done...

ADD me...and I'll at you back.

Paranoid

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 20:44:03 GMT

I think that I am absolutely paranoid. I feel like I everyone is watching me. I can't sleep and if I do I am have awake all the time. I can't have the windows open. I don't really let anyone into any room without the need of following them. I started to bite my nails. I am paranoid!

STALKERS FUCKEN SUCK. For all you mother fuckers who are out there making a girl's life impossible...FUCK YOU! Why on earth would you do something like this really? are you that pathetic and inconsiderate? Are you so stupid as to not being able to understand that...the reason why our relationship is non-existent is because I couldn't stand you anymore??? Yet you still want to INVADE my NEW life without you and still try to pretend that I am gonna want you back?!?! You are pathetic.

GO AWAY and leave people alone.

GOD stalkers and harrasers just need to get a clue.

My life is odd

Tue, 05 Jul 2005 17:11:32 GMT

Sorry I haven't done ANYTHING on this journal. ONE...i don't really have access to my computer or the internet. TWO I'm in hiding...yes hiding. Apparently psychotic ex-boyfriend decided it would be a good idea to put little cameras all over my loft. As in...I was sitting in my bathtub...taking a nice bubble bath when i notice little wooden shavings all over the bathtub. NOw that's weird all on its own my loft is in pretty good shape...and the chance of termites is imposible unless there's some new mutants that can eat through cement too. So I get dressed and start searching...there was a little tiny hole on the ceiling and i started to mess with it until I pulled out a little wire camera...and I freaked!! So I went all over my house...kinda like in the movies...and I started to think of all the possible places to find a cam. I found 7 in total and 3 mics, bedroom, both bathrooms, kitchen, living room, dining room, and studio. and the mics were in the bedroom, kitchen and in the living room TV!...SO i had a few people i know completely sweep my house and apparently they found more crap. They disconnected my internet and are messing with my laptop to see what's up. Currently they are scrambling my internet IP address in order to prevent him from taggin it and accessing my shit. I've heard of some pretty shitty stalker cases....SOOOO after this my journal will be FRIENDS ONLY. So hurry up and friend me.

BTW if you want any advice in or if you know of anyone that needs help in getting rid of stalkers and people who love harrasing them or something...LET ME KNOW...my parents are lawyers and I know all the loopholes to get these mother fudgers.

For now ima try to read and get caught up in all of your lives...im sorry if its gonna take a while.

SIGH

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 20:17:07 GMT

YAY for new journals!!! The other one got to boring and I am always in need for hange so...TADA!!! CHANGE!

god I am really giddy, of course I am almost always except when I get into my artistic moods, then everyone watch the fuck out because I WILL BITE!

This is a simple post until I decide to write more and eventually make this friends only.